Hiya, I'm Chloe and welcome to my blog. x
I'm Transgender, I live the majority of my life as a male but have a need to see and express myself as a female.
I'm Transgender, I live the majority of my life as a male but have a need to see and express myself as a female.
I live in the UK and share a house with my partner and our cat. I told her about 'the other me' in 2012 after being with her for 9 years, and it's still one of the hardest things I've ever done. I'm still kind of in 'the closet', I do get out from time to time but it's easier to not tell people unless they need to know.
I love Dance Music like Techno, Drum & Bass, etc. I also produce music as well as DJ. I don't really fit the stereotype of dancing around my handbag to Shania Twain I'm afraid, it doesn't matter how much 'I Feel Like a Woman'! I'm also a bit of a gamer, usually playing first person, action or post apocalypse themed games on my PS5.
Being Transgender
It's a delicate balancing act, and one that I just can't get right. I've wanted to be a woman almost all of my life, and when something reminds me I'm not, it can really knock me down. And there are a lot of reminders physically, socially, mentally... I spent most of my twenties trying to bury it and it almost drove me crazy. It still drives me crazy now!
At the moment I describe myself as Trans-bigender-fluidish, I'm still trying to figure out where I am and what I need.
A couple of times I've seriously considered transition, but I'm not
sure it's right for me. Coming to this decision doesn't stop the Dysphoria though.
I don't get out of my closet as much as I would like. I've been to a few Trans nights at LGBT clubs but they're just a bigger closet, and I need this to be more real than that. I started going to Dance Music nights this year and had amazing times, and I'm looking to experience more.
