Ive been working myself up today and getting quite anxious thinking about where im at currently. Im seriously thinking of just ending it with my gf, it would make life so much easier for me and it would give me far more freedom than if I came clean about being a T-Girl. Ive got things I would want to try that I wouldnt be able to while im with her. At the same time weve been together 8-9 years while barely arguing. We get on very well. Its a long time to throw away.
I really dont know what to do, im totally lost.